Ugh.

I'm depressed.

I finally decided to seriously look into moving into another apartment because of my certain situation involving a man. You all know about this. I'm seriously in over my head. That head is indeed delusional, but still.

So I went online and started poking around trying to find out what information I could and try to get myself psyched up for a move. Then it dawned on me. I 'll have to have a pet deposit. In most cases this is about $500. You know how long it'll take me to save up that deposit? TOO LONG!

Yeesh. I don't know what I'm gonna do.

PS...Could someone please call him up and tell him that when you meet someone who you really like to spend time with AND you want to be physical with, then maybe that should tell you something?!?!? Boys are so stupid. (No offense to any boys out there who might be reading this...I'm just depressed, poor, angry, tired, and in the mood to pick a fight right now.)