Emotional

There is definately something weird going on with me and this kiddo.

First off, I'm not sleepy. That's weird. It's almost midnight, and I'm feeling the need to clean and organize. Moving around, however, is still a problem.

Second, my emotions have been completely turning on a dime the past few days. Feeling good, then hysterically crying the next moment. This has happened throughout my pregnancy, but not to this extreme. The last time it happened was tonight. Ken had come over, and he was about to leave, and he asked me if I had anything he could take the leftover home in because he was taking them to work tomorrow. I got off the couch, walked into the kitchen, and Ken said I looked really sleepy. At that point I burst into tears. He was VERY uncomfortable and thought he had done something, which made me feel worse. And then the fact that he said "I hate to leave you here, crying" and then he left anyways made it completely WORSE. There really wasn't anything he could do, because I wanted him to leave and to stay at the same time. I can't WAIT to get my normal emotions back. It's like having extreme PMS everyday for eight months.

After he left I decided to go to Kroger (so what if it was 10:30pm) to pick up a few things because I really didn't want to have to go tomorrow. I was trying to pick out cream cheese, and I felt a contraction that actually made me grab onto the basket. It took me completely by surprise. This baby is definately on it's way.

I'm going to eat some ice cream, and maybe start packing my bag for the hospital.