July 26, 2008

Last Childless Saturday

Still no change. Had some uncomfortable contractions last night, but nothing today. Jennifer came over and we spent most of the day at the pool. I'm a little bit sunburned, but nothing major. Although it's starting to hurt a little bit now. :)

I'm just taking one day at a time. I feel like I'm cheating myself because I'm not that excited. I know that it's just because I'm dealing with the Ken thing, but it's just so damn hard. This time off has not gone the way I thought it would, that's for sure. But, I'm trying really really hard to keep a good attitude and I'm trying to keep myself busy. I hate it that this has put such a damper on the end of my pregnancy. I'm just ready for the baby to get here so I have someone else to concentrate on, and we can all get on with our lives.

The baby has been pretty quiet all day today. I started to worry a little bit earlier when I realized that I hadn't felt him move in hours. However, I'm pretty sure he's awake now because he's squirming all over the place! I wish he was ready to be born TONIGHT!!!

Puddy has been acting extra extra weird the past few days. Maybe he senses something is about to happen.

PS...It's really no fair to feel like you've broken up with someone you were never with in the first place. Yeesh.

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