May 15, 2008

Scary!!!

I had to post about this before I forgot about it. I just woke up from one of the scariest dreams I've ever had. My dreams are often-times weird and scary, and most of the time they play out like movies. This one was no different.

Of course there are parts that are stupid or make no sense, but yeesh! It was a dream!

Okay, so it started out where I was in this high school. Apparently there were some issues because I was in this HR meeting with all of these other people, and this special HR group was leading this meeting. We were encouraged to write down on this piece of paper any issues we had or any problems we had with the people in charge. I guess they were teachers, I don't know. They kept telling us that everything was anonymous. So, anyways...I wrote some stuff down, and then my dream sidetracked for a bit. I encountered other "students" in my dream who I really knew back in high school, and we all knew each other.

Anyway, a couple of weeks pass by and I'm called into this special meeting with other students at the school. All of these teachers were there, including what would probably be the principal. She was really mean. So, we're in this room, and they let us know that we've all been chosen to audition for some kind of American Idol show. I think this is really weird since I'm thinking that I can't really sing THAT well, but everyone else is getting really really excited. There are two groups of us, and I'm in the first group. We're assigned songs, and we're supposed to practice them. So, I think about it, and I remember seeing some of these same people in the big HR meeting we had weeks ago. I wait until the directors/teachers leave, and I ask everyone there to raise their hand if they wrote something negative down about the staff. Everyone raises their hand. So, I figure that is all some sort of set up. I get everyone all riled up about it, and I sneak into the second group and ask them the same thing. Everyone raises their hands. Then this really mean principal walks in and denies everything. We all walk out, talking about how we're going to sue the school and cause all of these problems and how this was unfair. (in this part of the dream, I have the usually anxiety stuff: Can't find my locker, then can't get my locker open, etc.)

So, in the next few days we're called in, and offered a deal by the principal to not say anything, and in return she'll give us money. We all refuse (at my urging) and walk out again. Again, more anxiety...can't find my purse, can't find my car keys, etc.

On all of the lockers is this flyer advertising this new movie that's coming out. It's about this guy who lives in this weird town. The basis of this movie is that it turns out he's the only sane one, and at the end of the movie he tries to leave in his truck and the truck won't start. He looks in the rear view mirror and this mob of townspeople are all zombie like and pull him out of his truck screaming, and they kill him. (yeah, that's a lot to put on a flyer!!)

So, anyways, I walk out to the parking lot and I can't find my car. I run into this other girl who is getting a ride home with me, and she's like, "It's right over there!" Sure enough, there is my car. So, we get in, and I start thinking about that movie flyer. I start seeing a lot of similarities between the character in the movie and myself. I start to think that I'm doomed. I turn to the girl and say I know what's going on, and that I'm about to be killed. She looks at me and says, "What are you talking about? There are no killers in this town! Come on!" But she's totally lying. I try to start the car and it won't turn over. Now Puddy appears in my lap. I look in the mirror and see people running towards us, shouting about how I'm a trouble maker. I keep trying to start the car but it won't start. They come to my side of the car, I look at Puddy and tell him that I love him, and then they smashed the window and pulled me out.

That's when I woke up.

IT WAS VERY SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I woke up, and the baby was moving all around.

The only good thing about this dream was that I finally got some decent sleep!! But it was still scary and I keep thinking about it!!! That feeling of impending doom, and knowing that I was about to die and there wasn't anything I could do about it. I was also more worried about Puddy than I was about myself. I didn't want them to do anything to him. It was totally weird and scary.

1 comment:

malaprop4 said...

No more treats before bedtime for you, young lady!